The Church of Shooting Yourself (Mostly Missing Daily Tapes; 1990's)

History
The name along grants it a spot on the insane list. Regardless the show itself isn't that disturbing and isn't even anyway related to suicide. The show seems to just be about some guy going out around manhattan talking about whatever he feels like.

But as the show gets darker and quieter that's when it really sets off an uncomfortable vibe. When he's staring into the camera talking to the viewer. Unlike most other Public Access shows that are known to exist there aren' that many episodes, so not much can be said.

It just seems so unusual out of all people this guy chose to share his thoughts and put them on Public TV.

Current Status
Only 3 episodes exist on the internet (1, 2 and 4). The rest are absent. In fact, on the show's YouTube channel there are way more unrelated videos such as a man and a girl in a room together while the man plays guitar. The man remains unidentified and the exact reason for the name is unknown.

Links
The Show's Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/CHURCHOFSHOOTINGU

Daily Tape No.1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFgKey5Ftcs

Daily Tape No.2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqw_htW0xME

Daily Tape No.4: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJ-oASr_djo